January, 2010

I had this twisted idea that I came up with when I was in the office. That I will have a photoshoot and emulate the joker from the recent dark knight film. You know the images for their ads where the joker’s holding up a card and half of his face was covered? Yap! That’s the one! I figured to just take a decent shot of myself and just do the “prosthetics” in photoshop. Since I had a long hair, pitch-black eyebags and psychotic attitude, am guessing that it won’t be hard to personify the joker.

I wasn’t always a joker fan. I just recently liked him when I saw his makeover in the batman animation. Long locks and a buffed body backed-up with some seriously twisted attitude, he is one helluva villain.

If the edits and shoot will do good, I’ll post them here. If not, well then…. Nevermind.

I’ve mentioned in my post before in my post that I am so into working abroad. That I made a couple of PM and e-mails just to find out how’s life there. But as of now, I have received zero responses and it’s just pissing me off. That is the reason why I chose to live alone. Why all this time I just depend on myself without the help of others. Why I choose not to trust anyone.

Well in this case actually, I did had some hopes because the people that I emailed were A) my college professor and B) my “cousin” from a distant universe. I didn’t actually expected anything from my “cousin” but I had high hopes for my professor. I badly wanna get out of here just to have lots of cash.

Just yesterday, I had this very interesting conversation with a peer. He asked me if I wanted to try my luck overseas, namely Singapore. Yep! The land of the merlion, that’s the one! It is no secret that I badly wanted to work/live in Singapore since the first time that I set my foot on the place. I asked a couple of my posse on who are willing to risk it all and go to Singapore. I got 2 responses but I have this impression that they ain’t really serious about it. I don’t know if this peer of mine is really as serious as he sez but it is good to know that there are those like me – knowing and wanting what my worth is.

Because of this incident, I did a couple of mails and PMs to those that I somewhat know that is currently working on Singapore. I don’t know how this will turn out – whether we are seriously considering working/living there but I am optimistic about this (as always). I just have this feeling that my whole being, my whole entity is meant to be on/for Singapore and I have this gut-feel that I am meant for something great in the land of the merlion!